Styl

2009-08-24T22:52:00.003+08:00

CHANGED!

http://styl-x.onsugar.com/

2009-08-24T10:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up early in the morning, prepare etc, but in the end, decided not to go to school.

Baby is sick and he is coming my house later.

Yawn. Feeling so tired.

Cindy and Yuru, meet me soon lah. (L)

Okay, till then, bye. (:

2009-08-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

For my baby. (:

♥

2009-08-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

21 August 2009, I found you baby.

I love you.

♥

Anyway, I am a superwomen today! I save a women for being molested by a pervert in the MRT today!

Oh my god, I am so proud of myself. Hehehe. :D

Okay, Thanks A for the 3 boxes of Eclipses. and the call. :)
Till then, Bye. :)

PS, Emily darling, everything's gonna be fine. Cheer up. (L)

2009-08-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

After so long, I am here to have a proper post. Hahaha. Yes, I have promise someone that I am gonna update my blog, ~~even though this doesn't matter to him anymore~~, but I just wanna finish the promise. :)

Outings with girls!

In school

Ayue, HOW DARE YOU TAKE MY PHOTO??!!!!

See, how happy I am that time. I hope I can be like that now. :)

After all, friends are still the best. :)

Loves!

OKay, I am done! I have finish someone's promise. Thats it.

Regrets and sadness all put aside, I am a happy girl! WHEE!

2009-08-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

Shirley Tan is a happy girl.

YEAH!!

2009-08-19T21:17:00.013+08:00

Just leave me alone.
Fuck.

Till then; private blog.

2009-08-15T14:32:00.004+08:00

To you girls,

Hey, you went to my friend's blog and tag to say you wanna thanks me for that making it big? Is this a typo error or something? I have already told DM that we will be settling this matter outside, its the DM who keep calling us and even ask me if I want you guys to receive any punishment. Go ask the DM yourself, I told the DM that I didn't want to make a big fuss over it as my phone is back and she is the one that insisted that you guys go down to the office and shake hands so that they can witness it. And regarding the police case, as I promise you, I didn't make the police report even though the police encourage me to do so. So, now the pot calling the kettle black. What a joke. But I hope this is a misunderstanding.

By Shirley.

This is a misunderstanding. C you girls in school. :)

All right, in a happier mood, I am toning with my darlings tonight! Gosh, I am so excited.
Gonna take lots of photos tonight. Hehehe.
And, I am here to thanks my ITE cliques, C and Y for being there yesterday.
Yesterday is really a bad day for me.
Thanks my ITE cliques for the tissues and forcing me to eat the fries you guys buy.
Thanks Syaza for accompany me, listening to all my shits and doing 'you know, I know'. (:
Thanks C and Y for getting so worried over me.
Although C didn't manage to meet me, but still thanks for your text. Hahaha.
Thanks Y for meeting me. Hehehe.
Love you guys to the max.

A kiss for you guys. :)

2009-08-13T17:11:00.004+08:00

Somethings just keep repeating.

No, I am not sad, I am not jealous;

not.

edited/}

是命运紧紧把我们绑在一起

越吵越甜蜜越吵越爱你越不分离

生活的难题考验着爱情

才显得我们的努力多么值得被珍惜

Baby!(:

2009-08-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

Aww. Isnt it sweet? (:

I am so looking forward to this saturday!

Ton-ing with C and Y.

Till then, loves!

I am waiting for that day, baby.(:

2009-08-12T14:18:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Its been long since i post my photo isnt it?

Hahaha. No mood to take photos leh. Life is so boring nowadays. :(

I am meeting Yuru later to buy my school shoes. Hehehe.

Okay, time for some story. :D

Erhem. Actually this story is none of my business lah, but this concern my bff's reputation!

So, actually my bff doesn't want to make a big fuss over this problem.

But A blog it out first, hmm, karma karma,

A says she is having a cb mood now because of the cb people she met.

Wow! The pot calling the kettle black.

Hey you, A, I can tell you this, this things about putting guyfriends before your bestfriend situation,

I have seen alot. I can see or rather I even realise it myself that you are always

blaming my bff for snatching your guyfriend.

Don't deny, don't start cursing me now. Just wait and carry on reading alright? love love. :D

Do you remember, that day you ask me to call you in the middle of the night?

Hahahas! Yes! You remember right?

Ya darling, its that day that makes me kind of look down on you.

You could talk bad about my bff in front of her bff which is also your bff! Wow. Complicated huh? Hahaha.

Hey darling, please go ask all your guyfriends, they are the one

who make the first move to get to know my bff and look who is barking at her own blog now?

Yeah yeah, I know you jealous my bff is prettier then you lah.

No need hide mah, hahaha, just say out.

We are nice people. :)

Okay, thats the end of my story.

*claps claps*

Thank you very much.

Got to go now! Bye earthlings!

2009-08-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

9 August 2009

Happy National Day.

Celebrated my National Day with Yuru and Cindy.

And its the first time in all these years that I celebrate national day outside and not at home watching NDP.

♥

Meeting Cindy later. Bye.

I didn't realise that you are getting more and more important.

2009-08-07T19:41:00.001+08:00

My handphone is being stolen but its back now.

The person break my sim card, master reset my whole phone.

All my text messages, contacts and photos are all gone.

Friends, please msn me your numbers or text me your number with your name.

Tyvm.

_!_ you.

Nabeh cheebye.

2009-08-03T15:20:00.004+08:00

The tacit understanding between us. (:

I think thats the reason why I started to fall for you.

♥

But somehow ...

[continue in private blog.]

2009-08-02T12:44:00.004+08:00

OKay, previous post deleted.

Baobei Samantha, cya in 2hours time. (:

2009-07-30T14:36:00.007+08:00

The last time we meet up, feb 2009.

Samantha Baobei, what I have to say to you, I have already say in the text msg.

You need to be strong okay?

We will always be there for you no matter what; 24/7.

Cya on Sunday baobei. (:

R.I.P , Samantha's Daddy.

2009-07-27T08:07:00.001+08:00

My beloved brother.
We do look alike huh?

Fuck blogger, keep giving me problems.
How to update blog?!
zz.

Need to go school already!
I am late! ><

Baby M.(:

2009-07-23T11:12:00.005+08:00

Hello people, it seems that I have being neglecting my blog for quite sometime. ><
Nothing happens to me lah, just that somethings are bothering me inside, yes its inside. Not health etc. Its the feelings.
Hahaha, nevermind, can't be bothered.

Am watching One litre of tears now.
Me feel like crying, so yeah. HAHAHA.

Wa lao, now then I realise, I havn't been taking photos with 毛毛 for quite sometime.

毛毛, no matter what, I will be there for you. (:

如果不是你我不会相信朋友比情人还死心塌地
如果不是你我不会确定朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情却为我的美好形象保密

Remember what I promise you.
Only for you, 毛毛.

Private blog need to be done.

2009-07-18T16:22:00.004+08:00

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

I am sick sick sick.

Yawn.

Fairytale stories, M.

2009-07-17T11:59:00.008+08:00

Didn't attend school today. Was overslept and damn, I am sick. :(

Yesterday, headed to Syaza's house after school. Actually, they was suppose to do project, but we ended up watching horror movies and joking around. HAHAHA. And, omg, I love Syaza's house! 2 big screen tvs and 2 aircons in the living room!

After that meet Yuru at PS.

Yawn. I am not having enough sleep for the past few days.
I am sick. :(

And, I love the endings of all the fairytales.

I will go gaga over you if you tell me fairytales.

Need to get some more sleep.
Bye.

2009-07-14T16:22:00.005+08:00

Okay, previous post deleted.

Don't ask why.

Damn, I think I am going to be sick soon.

Not sore throat again please.

edited//

You. (:

2009-07-13T14:49:00.005+08:00

SAY EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND & DON'T CHANGE IT.

1. You & your ex – Is over.
2. What are you listening to - Just one last dance

3. Maybe I should – go for him?
4. I love – Cindykeong, Yuru and QiuRong.

5. I don't understand – why is it so complicated. lol.

6. I have lost my respect for – You.
7. I last ate – Potato

IS YOUR/ARE YOU:
1. Is your hair wet? No
2. Is your cell phone right by you? Yes.
3. Do you miss someone? Uh. Am I?
4. Are you wearing chap stick? No.
5. Are you tired? Yes.
6. Are you wearing pajamas? No.
7. Are you mad? Obviously no? lol.

MORE QUESTIONS

Are you shy?
Depends on the situation.

Could things get any better?
Yes, at least I believe. :)

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I was awake because of M, this ass. HAHAHA.

Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
Maybe is him?

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc
All the time.

Could you date someone taller than you?
Sure.

Do you need to say anything to someone?
Yes, but its not the time yet.

Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Not sure?

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Uhhhhh.

Do you wear glasses?
When I am without my contact lens.

Lyrics from the song you're listening to?
"But your eyes are dangerous."

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
Yes.

Honestly, what's running through your mind?
Honestly, I think is him.

Have you ever asked a girl for advice?
Yes, Cindykeong, my baby. :)

Ever kissed under water?
No. Is it nice?

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Uhhhh. HAHAHA.

How late did you stay up last night?
2am.

Do you think boys truly understand girls?

Not really, but they could sometimes understand.

What is one word you seem to always misspell that you know you shouldn't?
Not sure?

What was the last movie you watched?
Transformer.

Last song played more than three times?
Just one last dance.

Last person to fall asleep with?
Uhhhh.

Ever skip class?
Yes.

What color is your room?
White and pink.

Who'd you have lunch with?
My brother.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
No.

Are you ticklish?
Haha! Yes.

Does your ex have a job?
Don't know?

How many piercings do you have?
5

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yes.

Do you want any tattoos?
Can I?

Will you cry at your wedding?
Yes. Of cause.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
No.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Outing with babys.

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Eyebrows.

Do you have a little sister?
Nope.

Do you like Taylor Swift?
So-so.

Last time you were heart broken?
FUCK IT. DON'T EVER MENTION IT.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed.

Have you ever dated a soccer player?
No.

Do you hope your children are like you one day?
HAHAHA. Yah.

Do you take walks often?
Yupp.

Needles aren't so horrible?
Should be?

Do you like meeting new people?
Sure, why not?

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long.

Favorite book that was made into a movie?
Meteor Garden.

Do you like tattoos and piercings?
I do.

Okay, I am done.

meeting Baby Yuru later.

Tata!~

2009-07-11T18:15:00.007+08:00

*Click to enlarge

Like so true only.

Fuck, I should have go out with my Mummy, Daddy and brother.
I am stuck at home doing nothing because of someone but ... ahh, can't be bothered.
-.-

Feel abit regret manzxzx.
zz

Okay, bye.

2009-07-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG JING HUI!

2009-07-10T15:11:00.006+08:00

My clique was being called "The Butterfly Gang" by Mr Aloy.
Wow, ah yes, we were looking at each other when he said that in class. He even say, " I won't say who are the ones, but I guess, they know who they are."
HAHAHA! Like what the fuck lah. He even say my class have 7 monkeys. Okay, monkeys are not us. Lol. I think he thinks that our class is a zoo. Dumb ass. -.-

Headed to expo with clique to discuss somethings about our projects. Cam-whored in the toilet. If you guys did realise, we always take photo in this same toilet. Hahaha.

The crown drop, damn random face. LOL.

They say want to have an "ah lian" pose. LOL.

Meeting Baby Yuru later.
Bye. :D

M, :)

2009-07-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

Headed to Causeway Point with classmates after school today to watch Transformers.
Then after the movie, meet up with 毛毛.
Home-sweet-home aftermath.

Tags replied

EMILY!: Aik! Everything is possible one okay ^^! HAHAHAHAHA!
Kns leh Emily! HAHAHA. We shall see then. LOL.
Nisa.,: hmmm....i wonder who is the lucky guy ...hahahhahaaha !
You know already, still ask? =x
passer: Nice pictures. :]
Thanks darling. :)
M: hey girl! ;D
M: WAKE UP EARLY TMR ;D DONT PON SCH LIAO
HAHAHA. Me got wake up hor!
EMILY!: Wow wow! So romantic sehhhh~ HAHA!
What thing romantic? Knn, you don't anyhow hor! HAHAHA.

2009-07-08T21:05:00.005+08:00

M'
Thanks for being there.

xoxo

Oh great.

I didn't attend school today.

Am going to sleep early tonight and wake up early for school tomorrow.

Right, dumb M?

^^V

Okay, bye.

2009-07-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

Why did you care?
Why did you keep walking towards me?
Why did you make me turn around?
Why did you smile?
Why did you glance?
Why did you make my heart skip yet another beat?
Why did you...♥

I just like the way you make me smile.

I think its so silly to have this crush-
that I am giving up.

xoxo

2009-07-07T14:38:00.003+08:00

TAGS REPLIED

QIURONG: AHAHAH! so that's your castle!
Hahaha. Yah. =x
sheena: yo!=DDD long time no see?XD
Hello!
kenx: HELLO tagged
Yo! Hahaha. Long time never see you guys at woodlands.
Cha: Ah Lian!Hahk!Ur song very touching sia,.so touced and i'm soo addicted to it.hahs!tc love.(:
Ahh! I not ah lian. HAHAHA.
WEIQI: SHIRLEY! so long didnt see you alrd! Your hair grow damn long! HAHAHA!
HAHAHAHA! Meet me soon lah!
Huiting: AHHHHHHHHHHH DEAR! BOF ROCKZXZ!
HAHAHA. Yupp! :D
Friend: Nic song you have! :]
Thanks darling. :)
Huiting: Cheer up sweet!
Thanks baby!
PEIWEN: YES YES THIS SAT WITH COWCOW!!! ~ I want take photo with MM! xD
HAHAHAHA. Meet up soon for the shorts!
Chanelle: Please miss meeeee ! Love you !
I miss you baby!!
EMILY!: Cheer up yo :]! Holiday soon! WAHAHAHAHAHA!
Hahaha. Meet leh? When?
*: GL for ur paper tml ! & Ur blog songs eh , bth !
Hehehe. :D
syazaPIXIE: ohMYgee! i saw my fingers ! ndd legs! ndd shoes ! LOLOLOL
HAHAHAHA.
Angeline: Hello!
Hello baby!
marcus: yoyo wassup ;D
Yo! Never whats up?
ANGEL: SHIRLEY BABY~~!!
ANGEL BABY!!!! :D
marcus: dont force urself! look things in a better way, CHEER UP!
Hahaha. Thanks M. :D
Samantha: Baobei! cheers !! meet you soon!
Yupp. Misses!
Angeline: Hello Shirley! Look on the brighter side. Cheer, takecare!
Hahahaha. Okay!
some1: heyheyhey.. dun close ~ things will get better when time keep going =]
Thanks darling. Never close already. :)
Chanelle (:: Oh baby, i ji miss you yi xia. Don't sad kay, anything call me hor ! Love youuuuuuuuu ! ;D
I miss you lah! Hahahaha. Love you!
yanti: shirley.....wat happen why u so sad....always b hepie gurl....relax k...if u got prob...i help u.....
Talk to you in school. Love you!
EMIL!: That secret admirer is my friend lai de. We all go around tagging as secret admirer lah! HAHAHAHAHA!
EMILY!: Cb. Typo my own name. LOL!
Hahaha! Cheyyyy!
Huiting: Hi sweetie! i'm back in SG liao lah! GOT MISS ME BO!
Huiting: Paiseh, now then tell you.
I miss you lah! HAHAHA
ERVIN: HAHAHA why is cindy 毛毛? OMG OMG.
HAHAHAHA. You ask her?
Nisa.,: eh babe, why wanna remove tagboard ? siao oreadie izzit ? haish..nvm.anyway , hope to meet u & e rest soon sia cos miss u guys like hell ya noe !
WAHAHAHA. We meet jusy yesterday!
YM: SHIRLEY! (::
YUENMEI !! When meet?
serene: hellos.. gettin pretty le babe hahas hope u smile alway <33
Hahaha. Long time never see you.
Chanelle (:: AH, DONT REMOVE TAGGBOARD ! *prays i'll meet you on thurs ! I LOVE YOU BABY !
BABY!
sooche !: ehehehehhh ! i totally high when i saw you on SD blog O: i shock tio then i very high lalalala !
HAHAHA. You very easy high de lah! HAHAHA.
ashley: Jie, Relink!
Okay!
syazaPIXIE: babeeee ! ive been missing you ~ see you real soon ! LOVES^^
LOVE YOU!
Chanelle :D: Wah, somebody so fast miss me huh ? haha. yay ! will meet you soon one ! LOVE YOU. ;D
Of coz miss lah! HAHAHA.
Friend: Welcome back in blogging! :]
:D
Marcus: thats so nice of you shirley tan!
You dont like, I can delete the post. =x
some1: wow.. u r back.. congrats
Yupp. :D
Chanelle :D: oh baby ! LOVE YOU BELLY MUCH ! ;D
Love you hell lotssssssssssss.
QIURONG: sorry, this sat unable to meet. will meet up soon!~ misses~
Hahaha. We just meet ytd!
YM: ass, hhaaa .we faster set date
Hahaha. Okay. When?
EMILY!: WOW! MARCUS UH ^^! He shall be your new love! HAHAHAHAHA!
NO LAH! I tell you in msn already. =x
Samantha: baobei!! hahaha! gosh.. i cant wait for them to come .~
Oh yesss! Hahaha.
yuru: wahh..sweet sweet. =]
What thing sweet? You dont anyhow hor! hahaha.
Marcus: YOYO
Yo!
ANGEL: Babyy!!!! thanks for the message yesterday yea? I'm so glad to have known the 3 of you! Luv you lotslots! (L)
Hahaha. You are welcome baby. Good to hear that you are fine. :D Loveyouuu!
Chanelle :D: BABY ! YAO UPDATE LEH ! LAZYYYYYYYYY ~ HAHA ;D
HAHAHA. Babyyyyy! Updated! HAHAHA.

2009-07-03T04:03:00.004+08:00

Even though it maybe smiling, but there maybe hidden sarrows behind the smile.

Kns. I am back to the time when I sleep only in the morning.
Its 4.54 a.m and my eyes are still wide open. Omg.

School is starting on next monday,

if I carry on sleeping only in this timing, how am I going to wake up on Monday? :(

I don't want to be late for the first day of school. :(

I can't wait for next monday, I am excited to see my darlings.

And, I am missing uh, hmm, oh-so-whatever.

Somethings have been going on in my mind for quite sometime.
Its indescribable.
Somethings that keep holding on to me, stopping me from moving towards.
I have a talk with Chanelle baby today, she talked to me lots of things and it do helps me alot.

But the something is still there.

I am trapped in the middle of no where.

It seems that everybody is falling in love. I can sense that.

Is summer the season of love?

I thought spring is the season of love.

Hahaha. Can't be bothered.

Damn, I am craving for something fun.

毛毛, you there?

2009-07-02T02:45:00.003+08:00

Marcus Lee is my new ~~dog~~.

He dare me to post at my blog. ^^V
HAHAHA! So funny.

Okay, bye.

2009-07-01T15:56:00.005+08:00

What a day rolling in bed, playing Bejeweled in facebook.
School is starting soon and I am so excited cause I will get to see all my darlings and am so gonna have so much fun in school! *wink*

Oh, yes yes. I am back in blogging cause 毛毛 say I have a ~~dog~~ pretty face. What a knnbccb slut I have. But I still love her much much. Hehehe. I am getting lazier and lazier to blog neh. Yawn. Am so tired today. I am awake by two text messages this morning.

k7: "Wen sch reopen ah?" at 8.31a.m
Marcus: ^^V Okay, not going to type out what he says. Cause you guys no need to know. *wink*

Yes. These 2 damn guys wake me up this morning out from my lala land. :(

Oh, by the way, I am out with 毛毛, Yuru, Chanelle, Maisie, Peiwei and Angeline during the holidays. I am so gonna meet QiuRong this saturday! YuenMei, you this ass, better meet me someday. :)

Heh heh. 1 photos for this open post of the month! Lazy lahhhhhhh~

Lurbbee euzxzxz 毛毛!

Will reply tags in the next post okay darlings? :D

2009-06-18T20:56:00.001+08:00

On Hiatus!

Bye people.

Will be back very very very soon!

Tagboard will be removed in a few days time.

2009-06-17T13:55:00.002+08:00

You will never know.
Cause I will never let you know.

Believe me, you are still the best. (:

2009-06-13T02:26:00.003+08:00

I didn't know that you guys will be disappointed.
Had a heart-to-heart talk with a friend just now.
Tears nearly drop out from my eyes.
Never thought that things are gonna be in this way.
And, to someone, I didn't know if you are feeling the same way as I do, I am sorry if you are also disappointed in me.

Please call me a fool. :(

Gotta close down my blog soon.

2009-06-10T00:20:00.005+08:00

Happy 4 years! (L)

On June 09. :)

You are still my forever love, 毛毛. :)
These 4 years, alot of unhappy things happen, and we mange to stay strong.
You never fail to be there for me 24/7 and you never fail to make me smile.
Post 1 classic photo about us can already. HAHAHAHA. I lazy lah! :D

2007:

2009:

Love you always baby. ^^V

2009-06-08T20:34:00.004+08:00

Hello darlings!
Yeah yeah, I am okay already, don't worry! :D

Say hello to my shoes and Syaza darling hand. :D

By the way, for the first time, I feel that I can actually fly. Right clique?

I hope I am not gonna fall for you.
♥

2009-06-07T00:57:00.004+08:00

I am disappointed in you, yes its you.

I realised, everythings' change, including me and you.

2009-06-06T19:44:00.001+08:00

Projects and exams are killing me.
zz.

2009-06-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

Oh god.

I am so fucking busy with school and stuff, thats why. :)
I have got lots of photos to blog, but as usual, I forgot when did I take the photos and what did I do already. XD Don't kill me please. :D
Okay okay, piccas time yeah? :D

Pasir Ris park with clique to do LLA project.
Not all photos will be posted up as these photos are suppose to use it for my projects. :)

Haiya, anyhow do one. xd

Then meet up with QiuRong and Daryl at my house. They came over to my house to meet me. :D Long time since I meet up with QiuRong. Home-ed at around 12 plus to 1 am? I think?

I am taller then her okay? Its just that she tip-toe and I bend down. XD HAHAHA.

Sorry for my fucking chui face. :(

Lepak-ed with clique at Tampanies Mall, Toy'R.

Meet up with Yuru that bitch of mine.
Saw Jaslyn and Pok Khee working, lepak with them. :D Talk and gossip. Old times. :(

I am tired. There is school tomorrow. I need to sleep already! :(
Night people! Sweet dreams! :)

Tags replied
ANGEL: wahhh! your name you draw de ah? super nice lehhhh~
Hahaha. No lah. My friend draw for me one. Nice hor? XD
MEIYIN: i like your hair! :D
Hahaha. *shy* Thank you.
sasfinn: haha hello:D
SASFINN! Hahaha. I miss you hell lots! :)
KELLY: BOO! really uh, never see you very long alrd!! ):
Ya lor! :( Miss you man! :( Meet up soon ogay? Loveyou!
Passer: Update? :]
Updated! *wink*
tammy: eh! one day we eat lunch tgt in school :)
Yupp! When? :)
Huiting: LOL! wake up lah you pig! missya too :)
What pig?! ROAR! HAHAHAHA.
spiderfir: SHIRLEY!!! u look like minah sia! LOL! anyway, the graffiti is AWESOME!;)
Hahaha. Where got look like lor! I so decent one. *shy* Missyou fir! :D
xue ting: you're tagged:)
I love talking on phone with you manzxz! Missyou! HAHAHA.
PEIWEN: tagged ya baobei! ~ ^^
Baobei! Hahaha. Missyou! Meet up soon ogay? Loveyou!

2009-05-28T20:01:00.004+08:00

School is so whatever today. zz
Lepak-ed with my clique at airport today then home-sweet-home rather early.
I am getting bored with my current life. I am in need of entertainment. Yawn.

When I need you, you weren't there. [...]

Tags replied.

passer-by: nice pics.:]
Thanks darling! :)
zahira: shirley! be happy ok? :D see u..heeeeeeeee ;)
ZAZA! :) Hahaha. I am happy! Seeyou my love! :)
girl;DD: HAHAHA! YOU KNOW ME.. n that ANGEL SAY CORRECTLY! haa.. she know me so damn well.. SI ANGEL! lols.. cheer up luh pretty senior ;DD lOVE YOU;DD
Hahahaha. Sipei ar! I not pretty lah! Love you too! Misses! :)
Amandaw: Heyhey babe , long time never see your crazy face !
hey babe! Long time never see you pretty face too! :)
some1: hope to see u blog again =) nth to read hen sian ! ~
Hahaha. a proper blog post-ed! :)
MEIYIN: yeahs.
:)
ANGEL: good good! Hahaha. Love you! (L)
Love you too baby! :)
Passer: Faster update a peoper post!
Updated my dear! :)
Nisa.,: err..Shirley. just to remind you , bout ur fall earlier at the forum when about to meet Bobo? LOL & oh bout those dickheads right,just ferget it lah girl ~ waste ur time only. pfft!
You this idiot! Don't remind me! HAHAHAHA. :D
jhOng: yo SHIRLEY, i have come to tag already,lol, long time no see man! hope you are enjoying yr new life in yr new sch now, see you ard ok? haha all the best
Wa seh! Jihong! Damn shocked! HAHAHA. I am fine with my new school. :) Missyou! All the best to you too! :)
some1: try find ur bestis out to shopping. gal like shopping. ! den drink too much. cos the more u drink. the more u tink ..
Thanks my dear. Yupp. I am like meeting my bestie almost everyday. But only when drunk, I don't think a single thing. :(
jinghui: LOL EH AH LEY!!!! :DD
What thing LOL, ah hui? :)
Huiting: HAHAHA! joker lah you! miss me then meet up soon lah, hope to see you soon kayzx, luv :)
Hahaha. Cya real soon. :)
syazaPIXIE: omgee! spot my fake smile ! lololol.
Hahahaha! Yah lah! What a fake smile!! Love you!
Huiting: haha, i think both also nice lah, just that i lazy type out the english version nia, :X
Hahahaha. Chey. But I like the english version one. =x

Time to update my private blog.
Bye.

2009-05-25T21:08:00.005+08:00

Isn't it cute?

Today is a fucking bad day for me.
I finally break down.
I am sorry classmates, if I do make your day down today.
I just can't control my feelings today.
Thanks you guys for cheering me up and consoling me.
Alot of unhappy things happen today, I will not interpreted more.

Somethings about me just don't seems right these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever I try, somehow the plan is always rearraged.
Why did I always let myself believe that miracles could happen?
Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care.

Yes, I do need someone to be there for me, but no one seems to be.
Maybe its time to have some time by myself, without anybody else.

Maybe getting drunk will chase all the sarrows away?
Feel like drinking tonight,
and yes, I will be drinking all the beers, wine etc that I could find in my refrigerator tonight.
My phone will be off too.
Not gonna let anyone contact me, just for tonight, I wish to be alone.

Time to update my private blog, till then.
Hope that I could wake up on time tomorrow for school.
I am starting to hate school, because of you.

Night.

2009-05-24T14:45:00.005+08:00

I promise to blog a proper post soon! :)
There is school tomorrow, happy only! :D

Blogsong changed. Enjoy!

Tags replied

YM: my holidays coming soooon le. End of may can meetmeeet by then(:
Hahahaha! Okay! Missyou!
Nisa.,: get well soon darla =( last fridae,Hidayu didn't turn up fer school & now you.walaneh;incomplete sak! please come back school yar? tkcr too :]
Hahahaha. See? I told you already. You can't live without me. *shy*
tammy: lols. i always eat at cafe 1 one, maybe thats why dont see you around. you just contact me loh :)
Hahahaha. I saw you last friday! Missyou! :)
syazaPIXIE: to person below me; who the eff are you talking abt? are you jealous or somethin? hey, tagboard is MEANT to tag. DUHH =.= you dumb or wad? who is blind? mayb its you.
syazaPIXIE: whatever. anyway SHIRLEY prettyhead, please do get well soon k ! you know IMYSuperMuch. without you, its just sucks core. hahs. you know what i mean.. I NEED YOU! lololol Loves ^^
Hahahaha. You also can't live without me. *shy* Cya tomorrow babe! loveyou!
Huiting: to ht, she pretty or not you huanlo?
:D Hack this kind of spammer. They are just too childish. Hahaha.
Angeline: Get well soon bao bei. :D
IMY! :(
Cindy's: lol at ht!
:D
Passer: hey ht. You are just plain jealous duh. tsk tsk. If you not happy, then dont come here, you know what? We just dont give a fcuk to you. :D
Hahaha. Thanks darling. :)
EMILY!: Yep yep. I will meet you up soon :] And to that ht, don't hide behind your computer please. Anything, walk straight in front of her and tell her :] Stupid
EMILY!: sh!t!
Okay. Steady ar! Text me when to meet yah? Missyou! :D
ayue: bo0!wey!get well sOon!!haha
Hahaha. Another one that can't live without me? *shy*
sooche !: HAH 阿毛 is how i call modi xD
Hahahaha! isit? I am ah mao. XD
MAISIE: wa ur post like emo sia!!!
Hahahaha. No more emo already!! That is the last post. :D
Nisa.,: to that fcuk "ht" , wats your problem?! envy her that she's pretty than you?hahk! i guess you look twice a million fuglier that evry mirror u walk to breaks. :]
Hahahaha. Chill chill ! :D
fiqah: shirley! my outspoken fren(:
fiqah: feeling much better?
Yupp! :D Cya tmr my dear. :)
ayue: haha must cum sch tml!!!!miss ya!
HAHAHAHA! :D
Nisa.,: pls tell me dat you are NOT doing the tongue piercing?
Nope, not piercing already. HAHAHA.
MEIYIN: bff, you never reply my sms D:
Isit?
some1: nopnop. i dunno u too ! but u looks very cute =)
some1: hope u can stay happy always.
I not cute lah. Hahaha. Thanks my dear. :)
ANGEL: LAOPO! Angeline, Sipei and I say No to tongue piercing! D:
Hahaha. Not piercing already. No worries my love. :)
girl;DD: don't be sad luh(: continue your life as normal luh(: i really hope you can be strong kay? i was once trick by a guy before. i know your feelings.. but you still have friends supporting you..
girl;DD: love this kind of thing cannot force de.. we love you kay(: alt now never saw you le.. but still, cheer up;DD i wanna see the happy girl in you ;DD jia you!!;DD
Hahahaha. Do i know you? Anyway thanks my dear. Yupp yupp! You will see the happy girl in me soon!! :) Loveyou!
SAMMY★: BAOBEI! cheers! dont emo lah ! meet up soon ya ?!
BAOBEI !! Hahaha. Okay. Meet up soon with the rest. Miss you girls! :)
ANGEL: lol. that girl;DD sounds like sipei >.<
Ohh? isit? hmm. :)

2009-05-22T19:09:00.008+08:00

Your love isn't there anymore.

Everything has to come to an end already.

The text msg, it really hurts deep down into my heart.

I really have to move on and live the life how it should be.

I know I have mention a million times about it

but at least I am always trying to, although I once think of giving up trying.

But, not now anymore.

I really want to know, if you still love me?

You once say, "My feelings for you will never fade, it will only grow."

Can I believe you 1 last time?

I am a fool. Yes, really a fool.

To still be yearning for your return,

to still be thinking that you still love me,

to think that I am in love, in love with such a guy like you.

Friends have being calling me a fool, a blind fool.

They ask me, why am I still suffering after all of this time.

Why am I?

I am letting go of something that is so special to me; to us.

Something that we will never had again.

If only, I never tell you I love you, will the things be different now?

The question in the text msg,

actually, I just wanna ask if you still miss me.

Stupid isn't it?

I miss you so; really.

I am facing the reality, but I never guess its over between us.

From today onwards, yes, everything has to come to an end.

Got to leave everything, all the memories behind.

I will stop roaming around at the places where our shadows lie.

I will learn how to live my life without you.

I am still searching for the courage to pursue happiness.

I promise someone that I will stop blogging about you, and I will.

Just 1 last time,

I miss you; aye (L)

2009-05-20T16:45:00.001+08:00

Tongue piercing?

I am going back to school tomorrow.

And I am very happy about it.

Okay, bye.

2009-05-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

Imagine how hurt you will be, when it all same goes to you.
I believe in karma.
What goes around, comes around.
We shall see, who will lose out in the end.

You gave me list of hopes and sometimes.
I do can give you a list of hopes and sometimes.
Sometimes I feel like running towards you, talking to you like how we used to.
Talking about everything, anything under the sun;moon and stars.
I was thinking about it, how and why did we end up this way?
Where is the future we talked about?
Where are the promises you make?
Where are the "used to it" you once told me?
At that time, everybody keep telling me, not to fall too deeply if not [...]
I keep telling them, asking them not to worry.

Bacause, I believe in you, I believe you could fufill the promises you make.
Till now, then I realise,

how silly I was to not notice how hard things could be for us in the long run.
When I saw you walking away from me, I guess you have decided to leave me alone.
Everytime i roam around places where our shadows lie,
there will always be this concealed unlwecoming silence

staring at me.
Reckoned on this, i told myself that perhaps

it was not meant to be the way i want it to be.

You once ask me, 'Why did you fall for me?' and I didn't give you an answer.

This is my answer, 'Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, I fell in love [...] '

We can never be back to the used to be;

Am I right?

I am leaving everything about you behind now.

I need to get my feets moving.

No more late phone calls in the middle of the night.

No more noises of your bicycle.

Know what? You once give me a nickname, ah lian.

And now, my classmates are calling me this name.

Coincidence?

I guess so ...

2009-05-18T13:38:00.003+08:00

Yes.

The tempreture went up to 39 degree at late afternoon yesterday.

Went to see doctor aftermath. Doctor gave me 2 days MC.

Awww. I want go school. :(

I miss school.

I will get well soon.

Tags replied.
Siang: I see some busy weeks coming up for you
Yah lor. :(
EMILY!: I saw you today! Unexpected :)
Emily! Faster meet up! :)
Nt: Are you still crazying over Bbt ? (:
you are? Yah. But not like last time already. =X
Sandy LJH: Hello Shirley!!!! Long time no see, got miss me not? hahaa.
hahaha! Jinghui! of coz i miss you like siao! :(
yL: Ok... i will tag more ! Here i am to tag again. Lol. =D
Hahaha. Good good. Next time go out together kay? :D
ANGEL: LAOPO!! You damn damn chio la. hahaha. And nice hair you've got! Love you to bits and pieces!! Hehehe. (L)
Hahaha. Laopo! hahaha. Where got? *shy* You then chio lor! When meet? :D Loveyou many many too! LOVE!
Cha: hey ahlian.Yoyoyo!hahah.,btw,i nid ur help.hahah!did nisa ask eu sumtink??
Hahahaha. Yupp. Nisa ask me already. :)
Angeline: Shirley laopo, your hair very long and nice lei. !
Hahahah. Laopo! Where got? *shy* Missyou!
aida: hahaa..tat was a dae i cannot 4get..u next time watch out horh..
Hahahaha. Oh yeah? Come come. I not scared. Hehehe.
Siang: Why this songggggggg
Hahahaha. Nice mah? :D
pb: i love your eye make up. How you do it?
Erm. i just anyhow draw. :)
Nisa.,: err..Shirley.,are you back to classics now & i meant your music. :]
Hahahaha. Yah. Classics is the sex yo. LOL! Missyou!
kenx: tagged . take care wor
Hahaha. I will. Thanks!
fiqah: hey darl(: heard that u're sick is it? hence, get well soon then yaw
fiqah: see u around in sch
Yah. Damn sick. :( Hahaha. Thanks! I will get well soon. I miss school and you all! :(
YM: ahshir! takecare :D
Hahaha. Ah mei! Yupp. I will. When meet again? Imissyou!
Huiting: iyoh, of course you shouldent go lah! sick leh, go see doct to check if got kena swine flu :P
HAHAHAHA! CHOY! I wont leh. Yah lor. Never go school. Doctor give me 2days MC. :(
ANGEL: GET WELL SOON BABY! :D
I will baby! loveyou!
tammy: haha. i also don't see you around one. where you always eat lunch at?
Hahahaha. I always go cafe 2. You? Missyou eh! :)
QIURONG: GET WELL SOON! miss me too much that's why fall sick la =x
Hahahaha. Yah lor. Miss you till I fall sick. :( IMY!

2009-05-17T08:56:00.001+08:00

Shirley is currently down with fever, sore throat and flu.

37.8 degree and still going up.

There is school tomorrow.

Should I go?

I'm dying soon.

zz.

2009-05-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

They are wrong; maybe?
I am not the one.
You have got another direction.
I have learnt my lesson after he left;
not to fall too deep when everything is not yet confirm.

Btw, Happy birthday, Aidah. Like the surprise in school?

Loveyou! :)

2009-05-13T20:24:00.006+08:00

Lots of photos to update.

But I forget what I have done. Opps.
Not purposely one lah. :D

By the way, sorry for neglecting my blog this few days.

I have been busy with school and work. Everyday, went home, bathe and headed to bed. :( Very tired leh! :( And I realised that I have got lots of projects undone!

And my exams are around the corner! 3 more weeks! Fuck! I don't even understand a single thing in Aloy's class. Shit-zxzxzxz.

Alright. I hate wordly post. Piccas time! :D

With slut, new name: 毛毛(maomao) and I am 阿毛(ah mao) by the way. :D

My clique. :)

Playing cards under the table? Opps. K7's face have been chop off. HAHAHA!

In school today.

Hello Aloy. Stop calling me. I don't understand a single shit in your class. lol.

Very act cute lor! HAHAHA!

Ogay. K7 and Bobo, I not purposly one. :D

Oh, before I go, I saw my Emily today in Mrt. :D

Meet up soon ogay? Lots of things to gossip! :D
There's school tomorrow.

Better sleep early. Yawn.

Bye!

Tags replied.

yL: TAGGED ! haha.... dont say i come your blog then nv tag you. jk. LOL LOL! HAHAHAHA.
Next time tag more. I know you everyday come my blog one. :D
...: i also been backstab by ppl before. I know the feeling sucks. Just cheers!
:D Yupp. Thanks!
zaza: hey! love love.. haah, i'll sit wif u guys on mon ok? play hard play hard. HAHA.
Hahaha. You never come sit with us! Remember what I say ogay?! HAHAHA. Love you!
EMILY!: Ai zai~ Got me here ^^!
Emily ar! Hahaha. yupp. Meet up soon leh!
passer-by: hey. where do you normally buy your fake eyelashes?
Bugis? :)
Siang: Looks duper-funny with centre parting pls
Dont like that lah. :( Just for laugh only. Hahaha.
Cindy's: erxin sia you HAHAHA
What erxin? You maomao. HAHAHAHA.
kaiwei: dear girl, cheer up. can talk to me on msn =) willing to listen everything from you.
Kaiwei! :( Next time meet up. Tell you! Hahaha. Thanks. Love you!
QIURONG: BAOBEI!~
Yo my love! Love you!
sooche !: HELLO CUTIE BABE ;D
Hello cutie! Lovessssss! :D
passer: you in simei ite?
Yupp.
=]: Update more about of your school life! It seems fun!
Hahahaha. Okay! I will try to take more photos. :D

I notice there are alot people that come and leave my blog without tagging! :(

Please tag me! :D

I guess you have got another direction.
Maybe, they aren't right.

2009-05-10T14:05:00.004+08:00

Hello earthings!

9 May 2009

I am out with Ervin to watch Friday the 13th again. Yes, I watch it with slut on May 7. It is still as scary even if I have watch it the second time. Hahaha. Thanks Ervin for the movie treat. :D My saturday boyfriend. :)

Aftermath went to meet Yuru. Home-sweet-home at 1am. :D

My Nails have finally broke! :(

Say HELLO to centre-parting SHIRLEY!

Ogay. Just for laughs. lol.

★

Hey boy,

firstly, I thought you are different. But, no. I am wrong. Totally wrong.
Finally, I understand everything. I am fucking disappionted in you.
I feel so stupid.

Everything that happens between us, both of you treat it as a game; a test.

Wow.

And now, I became the third party.

I am such a fool,

being betrayed by you and bearing every single word,

every single things that happen between us.
The memories we had, had all turn it into hurts in my heart.
I used to treasure this memories alot, but not now anymore.
Now, when I think of the past, I feel hated and not happiness.
You took away all my hopes

and left me alone to bear all the hurts that are left behind.
Whatever, It doesn't matters to you now.
How I wish, we be strangers from the start.

Fuck.

2009-05-08T20:23:00.008+08:00

Good girl; Shirley is being invited by Aloy to his sit today. :(

Damn Aloy, I won't accept any of your invitation anymore.

Today school is fun! :]

And, Shirley is early for school today. :D
I reach school at 8.15am. I think I am such a good student. :D

As usual, lepaked with my clique at expo after school. This time, we really talk alot. :D
We gossip, laughing, joking around, bitching, heart to heart talk and ghost story telling. :D

Nisa always have lots of ghost stories to share. Hahaha.

Aftermath, mrt-ed with Nisa. Nisa, you know, I know. Hahaha.

Then aftermath, meet slut at Woodlands. And home-sweet-home. :D

Finally we see your true colours; in less then a month. zz

I hate people with no originality and you are one. zz

Stop all your fucking attitude, you are making me pissed. -.-

Why are you still acting like a small kid? zz

And, someone is kind of flirting people? o.O
Talking behind one's back is one thing.
Talking behind one's back,
stabbing them right in their back for own good is definitely a big no.
Wall have ears, mind you. :)

Why me and my bestie have the same fucking problem now?

How pathetic. :(

We are the emo besties, right slut?

Cheepok.

Dreams shattered. Its time to move on.

I gave up.
I will be fine without you.

Yes, I will.

2009-05-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

I broke my nails. :(

Schooling and working.
Thats my life.
Keep myself occupy; thats the only choice.

Are you?

Are they right?

Tags replied.
Iqah: babe, ure linked. preety! (:
:D
LS: U're nt hell laa ! Cheer up . Cindy there's for u
Hahaha. I know. :)
Huiting: HI SHIRLEY!! :D
Hi huiting! :)
Angeline: Cheer Laopo! Stay strong. I love you!
LAOPO! Imy! Yah. I will. Thanks baby! Love you!
MEIYIN: you see when can meet, then text me ah!
HAHAHAHA. Okay!
tammy: hey! like seldom see you around in schoool leh.
Yo Tammy! hahaha. Yah lor. I also seldom see you ard in school. :)
BEN™: Ewww changed blog link no tell me! lol! anyway, tagged! :D
Yo Ben! Hahaha. Thanks!
ling: ok. *phew* because some people would (1) fidn it annyoing, (2) weird, (3) or freak out..anyway Singapore is pretty. wish i can go there..
Ohh? Okay. :)
YM: wah your blog suddenly so much updates uh. or is it cos i too long nvr come, LOL. rmb tmr our date ah! hehe :D
Hahahaha. Got meh? You so long never come my blog! :(
MAISIE: baby! hanks for the greetings :D
You are welcome baby! :)
YM: ah shir, i too bore so come here tag again. ok, i now go sms you, hahaa
Ah mei ar! HAHAHA. Meet me soon again! :D
passerby: i love your blog song! :)
passerby: btw, do cheer up! You are not hell. :)
Hahaha. Thanks! You are so good. :)
zahira: SHIRLEY! :D
ZAZA! Love love love! :D
Clarine: Hey babe! Time will fade out the memories of him. So cheer up k? Keep yourself busy! You're prettier when you smile! =)
Clarine! :) Hahaha. Yah. I hope so. :(
Nisa.,: cmon Shirley,be strong.Don't admit defeat yet to those dark memories of yours. you still have the support of your friends so don't worry much k girl? if anyone tries to play big fcuk wit u,beep me eh
Nisa.,: we beat e hell out of em! LOL ^-^!
Hahaha. Nisa hao peng you! Yah lor. I really hope I could move on. I need time. :(
Huiting: CHEER UP BABE! :D
Thanks babe! Love you!
ANGEL: BABY! YAO JIAN QIANG! XIAO YI GE! LOVE YOU! :D
Baby! I will de. :) Love you! :D
passer: cheerup pretty! :]
Thanks. :)
YM: yoh, I had a fun day with you ytd
Hahaha. Yah lor. meet again! Your comb. =x
aida: cheer up beibz..tats a gd one..
hahaha. I will. :)
Huiting: i got a shock coming to your blog !=P
Hahaha. isit? My eyes leh. *shy*
kenx: wah! that eye picture scared me1><>
HAHAHA. Dont like that lah! :(
Cha: Hey Ah Lian.hahah.link me back aites??=)
Hahaha. I dont link ppl now. Next time kay? :)
AMANDA.W: Dont emo already ! cheeeeeer
Yo! I will try. :)
drew: heyho buddy!
Yo buddy! I saw you today! :D

2009-05-04T21:45:00.004+08:00

Is it really the time to move on?
I am still struggling.

Is he going to replace you in my heart?
I know I am playing hard on him.
But, its just.. I have got my own reasons.

I really need a rest.

2009-05-03T11:40:00.003+08:00

Tears flowed down again.
History repeat again.
Read her blog first when I come online again.
Searching for your name to check if you are online again.
Blogging in my private blog again.

I keep telling myself; give up on you and move on.
I can find a better person.
But, I am sorry.
I don't know what the fuck is stopping me from moving on.
Those memories, I know I can choose to forget or not to forget.
But, I know, I choose not to.
I know, in the end, I will be the one walking alone with my tears on my face once again.
I know you will choose her again.
Everything will repeat.
But I still don't have the courage to lift up my feet and move on; move on with my life.
Tears have been flowing out from my eyes these few days.

In the night, door close, with no one beside me.
Tears keep coming back.
I have been hiding all my feelings insde all these while,

I thought I am getting over you,

But after everything that happen nowadays, I know, I am not.
Are you feeling the same way as I do?
Am I still important to you?
Or.. should I say, I am never important to you?

Yes, it seems that you move on faster then me.
Yes, I am still lingering in the past, hoping to see you again,

hoping you to come back to me again; even though I know its impossible.
I have tried my very best to move on and forget you...
but, I couldn't.
I am still struggling.

Friends keep asking me not to give a fuck to you anymore.

They told me to avoid you, cut all contacts with you.
I know I should, but my heart seems to be controlling my mind.
I can't bear to do this, because this is not what I really want.
I am tired, tired of hiding all my feelings inside,

tired of putting a brave front in front of you,

tired of faking a smile in front of you.
I am really tired.

Should I transfer school just to give myself a break?
I never feel so depress before, never [...]

ILY; more then before.

2009-05-01T14:35:00.003+08:00

We have such a big (or can I say huge?) different.

1 is a heaven, 1 is a hell.

Which one will you choose? Of coz people will choose heaven.

I suppose the message is for her.

If I were you, I will definitely choose her.

Fuck. What am I thinking now?

Too tired, my mind need a rest now.

bye.

2009-04-30T21:24:00.003+08:00

29 April 2009

Was suppose to have my first experience of jamming with Gabriel, Bobo and friends. But they put us areoplane! :(

Didn't inform us that they only jam for 1hour! ROAR! When me and Syaza headed down to bugis, and they told us that they have jam funish. Tsk. Cheepok!~

Neh-mind. Aftermath, Syaza and me went to have our dinner and lepak around. :D
I think Singapore is a beautiful place. Whoo.

Last but not least, Hello, Junwei ahbeng. :)
Call me Ah tan somemore, I kp you more!
Taken by Hidayu.

30 April 2009

Was late for school today. Tired lah, cannot blame. I still love school alright! :D
School today ended very early. So, me and Syaza headed to Changi Airport to have our lunch. Aftermath, meet Kesavan, Gabriel, Khair, Bobo and friends at City Hall. Lepaked awhile and headed home.

Say Hello to my love! :)

I am so looking forward to school on Monday. :)

Nisa.,: hao pen yo! hahaha! fated like dat hor never go school! LOL :)
HAHAHAHA. Ya lor! Hao peng you! :)
kaiwei: dear, take care kays. i miss you so much =)
Love you too darling! :)
ling: um. i found your blog on syazaPIXIE. xD
Ohh. okay. lol
Germain :D: SHIRLEY SHIRLEY SHIRLEY! HAHA!
Hello GERMAIN!!!! HAHAHA.
passer: you put fake eyelashes to school?
Yah, Why? o.O
ANGEL: BABYYYY! :D
MY BABYYYYY!! :D:D
MEIYIN: HAHAHA. you come lahh~! tmr can ?
Next time kay! Love you!
QIURONG: yo baby! :D
I MISS YOU BABY!!!!
Germain :D: BABY! Don't think too much,yea? Think of me better! :D ILY!
Yo baby! :( Okay, I will! Love you! :)
Nisa.,: maria! ave maria!!! LOL! :D
You crazy one. HAHAHA. I want watch the movie again! :D
minah rap: chill gal..love all u want.
minah rap: but rmmbr ur principles
Love you! Yah. I will. :)
jinghui: YOYOYO :D
YOYOYO ah hui! :D

2009-04-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

No mood. No mood for anything. I am sad.
Really sad.I am so worry for you.
Lots of questions keep running through my mind.
How is your injuries? Did you go to the hospital for check up etc.
Sometime, I do need someone to be by my side. I am not as strong as what you all think. Everybody has two sides. I am always showing the strong side of me doesn't mean that I dont have a weaker side.
I really want to know, what am I to you now?
A friend? Only just a friend? Is there anywhere, anytime, you will think of me, think of those times we had. Or had you forget everything and move on.
Hd been thinking alot today. What is it now? What do I actually want?

I am feeling numb, feeling lonesome.
I miss your voice, miss your smiles, miss the time when I have you by my side.
I miss those days when my phone never stop ringing in the night.
I miss those days when your name keep appearing in my phone.
I miss those night talks with you.
I miss you saying, 'imy'.
Maybe you have forgotten the promises you make to me. But I really really once believe that you are the one for me. But who knows, this is the outcome.
Will you still be there to catch me when I fall?

I just can't accept it.
You are gone, gone forever.
Am I waiting for a miracle or waiting for you to create a miracle for me?

2009-04-28T11:21:00.005+08:00

Did'nt attend school today. Was damn tired. And its raining this morning, a good weather for me to sleep. Hahaha.

27 April 2009

As usual, attend school in the morning. But school end quite late on this day. Omg. I am so in love with soccer manzxzxz! Soccer with my classmates for the whole Pe lesson. :D Fun baby! Never regret going in to ITE. I am really enjoying my life now!

After school, home-ed with Aidah and meet slut at Jp. Saw my darling, Benny at Burgur King. I am very happy to see him manzxz! He say my eyes very sexy. *shy* Benny Lum! You promised to go out with me after your exams okay! Love you! I can't find your recent photos. :(
Nehmind. I got your old photos. Wheee.

The idoit in the middle with Ervin and Ryan Yeo. Still remember this photo is taken by me. Erm, sec 4? o.O

Then home-sweet-home with slut! :)

Heard that you had an accident. My heart aches for the moment. Saw the injuries, my heart nearly stop, my mind went blank. I didn't know how to react in front of you. I am still avoiding your eyes. Yes, I still envy her; envy her that you belongs to her. I still can't stop myself from searching infomation about you, knowing your everything. Maybe not now. Is there still love? Maybe no, maybe yes.

I still miss you, but I am trying very hard to forget you.

Isn't this very contradicting?

2009-04-26T01:40:00.003+08:00

24 April 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYU! :D

Was late for school. Lessons start at 8am and I reach school at 10am. XD Nevermind. I purposely one leh. lol. Reach school and straight away went up to indoor sports hall for telematch. Damn high manzxz. All the april intake students were there. And in the end, business school is the champion. Whee. :D I think I abit sore throat already. Shout too loud. :(
Aftermath, my clique and I headed to expo to lepak.
Then meet up with slut and home sweet home! :)

Hello Germain, you took my FF, so I took yours too. :D
Carol's FF is at the previous post. :D

A surprise for Hidayu. :D

25 April 2009

Out with slut. Tampanies, bugis and haji lane. I am craving for sheesha baby! :D so, we headed to haji lane for sheesha. Back to the usual place. The feeling is so nice. Its like going back home. I miss those days when I sheeaha almost every week. :( && We ma chiam become the part-timers manzxz. Too many people, help boss to serve the customers. Yawn. Very tired. Home-ed at around 11.30pm. Piccas! :D

She say this is her new phone. lol.

Going sheesha next week again. And, 大老 will be back next wednesday! I miss him! Happy only. HAHAHA.

Gotta go sleep. Night! :)

2009-04-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey! :D

School was good today. :) Lepak-ed with clique after school at expo.

Meet up with slut after that.

I want meet Yuru manzxz. :)

Gotta go sleep now. Bye. Night babys! :)

2009-04-22T22:17:00.005+08:00

Hello people! :D

LB! :D
This was taken on the second day of school? If I never remember wrongly.

Alright, school was fun today manzxz. I totally love school. Whee. Had lunch at Changi Village with some of my classmates. My FF. That bustard K took it. lol.

This is what people will do when they are getting bored in class. Yawn.

Then after school, meet slut and home-sweet-home. :)

There's school tomorrow.

Gotta sleep early. Good night. :D

Aku rasa aku sudah mula jatuh cinta padamu.

Aku cinta kamu.

2009-04-22T01:04:00.006+08:00

看着你无暇的表情
我猜不透真实你的心
我一直冷静
却还是走不出这秘密
好孤寂
我开始失去了勇气
而你却好像在游戏
我假装清醒
看清你的心
终于我选择了离去
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开

对你还是会有关怀, 可是心里已经太明白; 这已经不是爱了.

Its fading; its finally fading.

Its fucking 1.00am now. And I am still not in bed! Manzxzx! I have school tomorrow leh-zxzx. Yawn. Okay. Let me blog funish this post first then I will be in my bed. :D:D

School was alright today. Had only 1hour of lesson today. Tmd. Then headed home with my clique. Changed and mrt-ed down to RP to meet slut[s]. :D

Then home-sweet-home.

NINE Whats:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?

Its school! :D

2. What did you do last night?

Lappy and sleep?o.o

3. What is the most important of your life?

Friends, family.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?

Sleeping. Yawn

5. What did you last cry over?

Him? Or when watching Sky Of Love?

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

Long bus trip, phone-ing with slut.

7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

Feelings; heart. :)

8. What are you worried about?

Can I wake up on time tomorrow for school?

9. What are you looking forward to most in this week?

SCHOOL! :D

True/False?

A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

Hmm.

Okay! I am off to bed.

Bye. :)

2009-04-20T22:25:00.004+08:00

在就要转身前突然又想起你
相遇的那天漾着微笑的你
那个微笑
还是很美丽
可惜那个人常常要让人哭泣
太耀眼的城市不适合看星星
就如同你的心不适合谈安定
谢谢你让我伤过心
学会爱情并非执迷
人改变不了改变不了的事情
记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆
人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我
还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆
记得要忘记忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记
我还有一辈子
可以用来努力
我一定会忘记你

19 April 2009

Out with slut. John Little fair, Bugis and town. I forget what we had we do. I hate wordy post. Lets my piccas do the talking! :D

Those who are close with me, will know that I am a CHANEL siao. Over 50% of my make ups are CHANEL Brand. I bought CHANEL products for so many times, yet I didn't receive any CHANEL paper bag. Slut first time buy, she got the paper bag. ROAR! Not fair manzxzxz!

She ask me to cover her FF. lol.

School tomorrow!

Bye. Miss me. :)

Its no longer love anymore.

2009-04-18T13:13:00.006+08:00

我的头发已全部剪掉
你指定的发型我现在不想要
我再也不会抱着你聊
聊那些以前以为有的未来
对你说的话
现在想起来多可笑
请你别太计较
早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉
是否我会更好
早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉着你我爱的距离忽大忽小
也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少

Congrats to HYSS Dance! GOLD for syf. :D I will go back when I am free kay?

I miss laopos. :(

School was fun! I love my classmates. :D

Yesterday, after school, we had our 2 hours break before a talk by our directors. We went to Singapore Expo for the John Little fair. Had lota fun with them. Especially Syaza, Nisa and Yanti. :D GGGGGGGG!~ Right babes? *shy*

Btw, I am in Simei ITE, if you are curious in which school I am in. :D

Random photos in the auditorium. :) I swear, Carol's face was damn funny. Hahaha.

Headed over to RP to meet sluts. Told them my bedtime story then have dinner and home sweet home. :)

They say, I am falling towards the another you.

Substitute?

2009-04-15T20:28:00.005+08:00

爱不在

坐在这角落心里很多话想说
我和你的错就是舍不得放手
深爱你的我早就应该让你自由
知道我以后需要一直往前走
也许是越在乎越会彼此的伤害
这样的爱情又算是什么
爱不在
应该让自己从回忆中离开
爱不在
我们都已不存在彼此未来
有时候
对爱有太深太多依赖
好象你失去在这世界
还能够孤单的自由
是曾经有了梦
现在只剩一场空心里好多疑问
你忘了你的承诺笑我自己没有用
眼泪无言地流下来始终还是要面对
这段感情的伤痛是因为越在乎
给彼此伤害更多有了距离以后
看到不同的你和我
爱不在
慢慢让自己从回忆中离开
爱不在
我们都已不存在彼此未来
有时候
对你还是会有关怀可是心里已经太明白
不是爱不是爱
爱不在
一个人自己从记忆中离开
爱不在
我们都已不存在彼此未来
有时候
不管对爱有多少的依赖就算再不愿再伤心
我明白我们只能放手
爱不在

I was walking right in front of you and her today.

Do you ever notice?

They are right.

I should turn a blind eye to everything.

对你, 我已经没有任何的期待了(...)

2009-04-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

Tagboard remove once again. Cool lah.

The first day I put up the tagboard, there are people with no brains came to spam my blog. Hahahaha.

Anyway, second day of school was fine but I still prefer 1st day of school. :D

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIU SHENG YI. Ah Qiu!!! :D

Everytime take your right face. Next time change left side la! hahaha.

Cya soon ah qiu. :)

I keep finding ways to avoid you, but you keep on appearing in front of me.

I don't mean to reply you in that manner.

I just don't trust myself. I am afraid that I might fall again.

Seeing you reply in this kind of manner, I feel much more better.

I say we will become what we used to. But I can't seems to do this.

"愛情和友情是不可能同時存在的"

2009-04-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

Tagboard up. :)

My First day of school. :)

Not reallly bad as I expected! I make alot of friends in just 1 day manzxz! Cool bo?

I love my class duh! :D

Yuru came to find me after school and home sweet home. :D

I am looking forward to school tomorrow!

Night babys. :D

Whose Marlboro? O.O

Why on earth is there 2 person that looks fucking similar to each other?

The features of the face, the talking style, the actions, the jokes and the dressing.

Everything should be fading away, but it all flow back in that moment.

Who am I kidding manzxzx. Fuck.

What exactly have we become?

我们是不是变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人?

2009-04-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

I have got alot of overdued photos. Yawn.

22Nov2008♥

I still miss my baby.

Tomorrow is my first day of school. The feelings is so complicated. I didn't know how to explain. I hope my sore throat gets better tomorrow. :(

Pray hard for me. :)

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I think I am going to be emo the whole day tomorrow. zz

2009-04-11T21:56:00.001+08:00

路,肩并肩走着,
折磨,在空气中渐渐蔓延
抬头看见你也渗透了
好久不见,我深切的问候
放手,会不会解脱
成全,会不会是一条出路
为难,是谁介入了谁呢?
先来后到的顺序有没有
我让你不再左右为难了
就当作从来就没有认识过
不再让你左右为难了
只要你和她很快乐
我没关系,这是爱你的决定
放手,会不会解脱
离开你,会不会是一条出路
为难,是谁介入了谁呢?
先来后到的顺序有没有
我让你不再左右为难了
就当作从来就没有认识过
不再让你左右为难了
只要你和他很快乐,我没关系
不想在听你找的借口
好吧,从今之后不要再联络
不再让你左右为难了
当作从来就没有认识过我
你和她别再那么左右为难了
只要你和她很快乐
我没关系,这是爱你的决定

I think I make a right choice by leaving you. :)

2009-04-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

Oh-hai-yo! :)

I think that I am very super by watching this whole drama by today. :D

This drama is damn touching manzzxz. Cry so hard when watching. :(

There is a movie version for this, but I still prefer the drama one la. Hehehe.

Count down 1 more day to my first day of school. So excited!! But bad news manzxzx. I am having serious sore throat now. :( Don't know if I have any voice to meet Cindy tomorrow.

Its raining heavily outside now. A good weather for me to sleep.

Oh, before I go, show you something!

The yellow yellow one. Cute bo?

Childhood. Heh! :D

There is still somemore zilian picas, next time then post. :D

Kayda. Very tired ar! I'm gone now. Tata!~

Cheer up YuenMei. :)

2009-04-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Be good or bad, I am back. :D

I will blog everything that I could recall and blog those photos that I could find.

New blog, new blog link and a new life. By the way, I won't be puting up tagboard for now.

I was quite irritated by those passerbys that keep asking me," Are you still schooling? ", " Which school are you in? " etc. I seriously don't know how many times should I repeat. YES! I am still schooling! And I am starting school next monday! Ohh, I am damn excited for my first day of school. Wheee. Wonder who my classmates are. :D:D

And, erm, allaboutshirley.bs is currently not avaliable for now.

I suppose explainations are not necessary.

OKay! I am out with Yuru on Tuesday. And I saw alot of familiar faces that reminds me of the times I have in secondary school.

Sai, her face is always that small. :(

Alright. Off to my youtube now. :D

Bye!

2009-03-28T01:39:00.003+08:00

"Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked to, but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected."
(although sometimes we still wish you were still there on the other end of the line....)

Are you still reading my blog?

I guess not.

2009-03-27T13:52:00.003+08:00

Better Off Alone

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to doI think you're mistaken,
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're Better Off Alone

And it's clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I'll admit, I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone
You and I,
we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you're mistaken,
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here

And I think you should know
You're better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone
Better off alone

24 March 2009

Happy Birthday Cindy Keong. :)

Chong Jing Hui came over to my house, plan a surprise for her. And then headed down to Cindykeong's house to give her a surprise. :) Happy bo slut? :D And then, Chong Jing hui went home and I went to Yuru house to ton. Wheeeee. I think Yuru house has become my 2nd house. Lol. Watch lots of horror movies and have some alcohol. I didn't drunk! I am not that weak. :D Hehehehe.

Okay, I don't like wordy post. I love pictures! :D

Dont let you all see the wordings. Teehee.

Barbarque at East Coast tomorrow.
Back with lots of photos!
Cya. :)

I feel like a loser now.

Kns.

2009-03-22T15:39:00.009+08:00

挑拨

你看起来不太开心谁困扰了你

让你的眼神看来有些悲哀

有多严重你和他之间

到了不可收拾的局面了吗

我看起来也不太好我当然知道

因为你的表情让我很心疼

你不了解我和你之间

只是爱上了不爱我却又在乎(他)的人

应该挑拨你和他我想这是最好的时机

只是当你哭着说你还爱他不忍离开他

我竟努力扮演你和他之间的和事佬

应该劝你离开他可是我怎么也做不到

因为当你笑着说我最好了是你知心朋友

我不敢也没勇气告诉你别把我当朋友

想做你的情人想做你的情人 oh....

Huh look here girl

Look straight into this heart right here

This is how much I love ya

Like the moon vever smile without the shinning stars

But but I ain’t no peacemaker

Wanna be your love,wanna be your lover

So, all around the clock, girl(all around the world)

I'll still be waiting for you, right here

Very old song, I know.

But I just love the lyrics.

Memories that I had been hiding from all this while,

flow back because of this song.

21 March 2009

愛到底 L.O.V.E

Meet up with girlfriends at Orchard. :) Went for the movie promo then have our dinner. Maisie and Peiwen left first and I lepak-ed with Samantha, Kaiwei and Priscilla at CityHall. Then headed over to meet Yuru at Raffles to mrt home. :) So long since I took so much photos in a day. Hahaha.

Pictures speak a thousand words.

I am that little girl behind. Hehehe.

Okay done.
Byeeeee. :)

2009-03-18T11:22:00.005+08:00

Yes, I'm fine. Don't worry.

Don't go away

Looking through your eyes
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'

Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so
Don't Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before

Wooh…. Oh….
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away

Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so
Don't Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before

So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

Tags replied.
p.b: Life is like that. Cheer up. :)
-yeah. Thanks. :)
YM: I also bore ah. go do the quiz i juts did on my blog lo. hoo. thn not so bore alrd
-Meet up soon kay? :)
QIURONG: cheer up baby :D
-Thanks. I will baby!
MEIYIN: HAHAHA. okays. when you online tell me. if not when you see me online, come talk to me ! cheer up ! (:
-Bff! Thanks! Talk to me when online! :)
Huiting: they scold you b'coz they love you, cheer up alright. :)
-Hey! Thanks. I will. :)
ANGEL: BAOBEI LAOPO! dont sad ah! parents scold is because they care and love you. cheer up hor. LOVE YOU OKAY! muackzxzxz!
-Laopo!!!! Hai. Hard to explain. :( I love you too baby! :)
drew: 你没听说过吗? 打是疼, 骂是爱~ cheers yo! think of me more then won't sad 了. LOL =X
-Buddy!!! :D Hahaha. Eeyyer. You got miss me not? Thanks lah! :)
jinghui: YOOOO ah-ley!! MEET UP SOON LEHS. HAHAHA! :DD
-Ah hui !!!!! HAAHAHAHA. Yes. Meet up soon kay? eh, call me! Discuss discuss! :)
Angeline: Laopo! !
-LAOPO!!!! Miss!
ANGEL: LAOPO LAOPO!
-LAOPO! Loves!
PEIWEN: BAOBEI! ~ meet up soon yea!!! ^^
-BAOBEI !!!! Hahahaha. Okay!!! Meet up! This friday? ?
EMILY!: I'm back! But I can't find BBT's things leh.
-Yo! Welcome back! Hahaha. Isit?? :( Nevermind la. Taiwan fun bo? :D
jinghui: OI AH LEY!! UPDATE LEH!
-Ah hui !! Updated! :D
tingzhi: tagged. link please
-Linked.
MAISIE: eh the ai dao di u got go not? go with peiwne also can! XD
-HAHAHAHA. Think got go bah. Must ask samantha first. You going?

2009-03-10T03:02:00.002+08:00

I am so not going home tonight.
Fucking family.
None of you was there when I needed all of you most.
What all of you do, was to scold me.
Whenever I came home, all I wish was to see the smile on your face, but it never happen.
Now then I realise, home is only a place for me to sleep.
Nothing else.

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Quiz from YuenMei's blog. :)

[A] - AVAILABLE?
Single but not available.
[B] - BIRTHDAY?
26.11.1991
[C] - COKE OR PEPSI?
Neither.
[D] - DRINK YOU HAD LAST?
Plan water
[E] - EYE COLOR?
Black
[F] - FAVORITE NUMBER?
11
[G] - GAMES?
Not sure.
[H] - HEIGHT?
160cm
[ I ] - FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Chocolate.
[J] - JUST SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS SAY?
Wa lao. Hen suck de leh.
[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?
No. lol.
[L] - LIMEADE OR LEMONADE?
Limeade.
[M] - MONEY OR LOVE?
No money no honey. o.o
[N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
1
[O]- OUTGOING?
Yeah. :D
[P] - PIERCINGS?
Yeah.
[Q] -QUIET?
Sometimes.
[R] - REASON TO SMILE?
I laugh at the weirdest things you can ever imagine.
[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
你是愛我的 - A-Mei
[T]- TATTOOS?
No.
[U] - U LIKE ANYONE?
Can I say no?
[V] - VEGETABLES?
Some only.
[W] - WORST HABIT?
Sleep till you can never imagine.
[X] - X-RAYS?
Never had before.
[Y] - YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
Alot worzxzxz.
[Z] -ZODIAC SIGN?
Sagittarius.

Quiz from other peoples's blog. I am too bored. T.T

1.Are you currently in a relationship?
No.
2.Have you ever been given a teddy bear?
Yes.
3.What are your all-time favorite love story movie?
Titanic
4.Are you in love right now?
....
5.Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
Yah.
6.What's your current problem?
Family problem?
7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yah.
8.Your thoughts ON online or long distance relationships?
o.O
9.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yah.
10.how many kids you want to have?
2.
11.What is/are your favorite color/s?
White and black. :)
12.Who is your celebrity crush
Liljay; XiaoJie. :D :D
13.Do you believe you truly only love once?
No.
14.Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
Dont know yet.
15.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes.
16.What song do u want to be played at your wedding?
Not sure yet.

Think I have to go prepare already.
Meeting CindyKeong later at 4pm. :)

2009-03-08T19:50:00.005+08:00

What's going on with me?
I thought I am, but I guess, I am not.

你是爱我的

同样的一场日落
同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我
时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由
都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

我用一万个答案
解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

你怀里有太多问号
告诉我怎么依靠

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

Out with Cindy keong. Nothing much to blog about.
Pictures speak a thousand words.

Byeee.

Private blog updated;

once again.

2009-03-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

Pubbing tomorrow.
Back on Sunday noon.
Miss me. :)

CindyKeong, this is for you = ^^V
You know I will be there. :)

2009-03-05T00:25:00.004+08:00

3rd March 2009

I didn't managed to meet my bff. :( Next time kay? :D
Accompany Yuru to have her medical check up in the morning. Then headed back to her house to lepak and settle some things. :)
Happen to see my buddy, SinRen when I am on my way to meet Cindy and QiuRong for work.

Why did my face looks big in this photo? :(

Then headed to some kuku place to work. The first and last day for this work. Zzz.
Anyway, I changed my blogsong. Cause alot people complain say my blog song very noisy. :(

第二顺位- 罗志祥

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云
从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

Enjoy. :)

Yawn. Off to scold a nabeh cb guy in msn with Cindy. Wheeee. Scold till super happy. HAHAHAHA.
Byeeeee. :)

2009-03-03T01:02:00.004+08:00

I CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE!!! OMG!

Out with Cindykeong to accompany her for interviews then we went to cut our hair. HAHAHA. Then went to town to do extention. LOL. Cute right? I find it too short, so I went to extend. LOL. Then headed to bugis to meet Yuru and JiaLe. :D Aftermath, Cindy and JiaLe went home while I went to Yuru's house to lepak. :)

Gotta go to bed now. Meeting Yuru tomorrow at 8am. ):
Ohh! && I am also meeting BFF tomorrow.
Hehehe. I'm so so so gonna hug her. :D

Night!~

2009-03-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

What the fuck is going on with you, bitch?
-.-

2009-03-01T02:12:00.004+08:00

27/Feb/2009

Jobs hunting and interviews with Cindy and QiuRong. Had a chance to tour around Singapore on the tourist bus?

Ma chiam tourists.

This place brings back alot of memories. :)

Aftermath, headed home to change and cab down to ACS for HuaYi Sec's concert. Saw my ex-teachers there and saw my juniors dancing on stage. && Angel Laopo gave me a big big hug! ILY. :D This brings me back those memories when I am still in secondary school with all my other dance peeps. :(
Then went to meet Yuru at Plaza Sing to have dinner. Feeling so much better after a talk with her. Hehehe. Thanks bitch. :D

My juniors! Love love. :D

Next was the hip hop dance.

Lastly, band.

Photos with darlings! :D

Holy. I spent about 2 hours on this blogging stuff. Zzz.
Thats the reason why I dont really feel like blogging nowadays. Lol.
Night people. :)

When will my second areoplane appear?

2009-02-28T00:49:00.007+08:00

The 7th things i hate the most that you do, is that you made me love you.

but the 7th thing i like the most that you do, is that you made me love you.

Nonono. Don't think too much. I'm not blogging about him.
This was just some rubbish crappy thoughts I have.

edited/}

Fuck. Saw this in the net. Rihanna in super urber bad condition after beaten up by Chris Brown. -.- It was said that Chris Brown got so angry with Rihanna just because she checked his message and saw Leona Lewis's message. What the fuck is going on with the guys nowadays? Sweet talks with girls and when they finally fall hard for them, they just went MIA or saying that "I just want to be your friend.". Or being violent towards girlfriends when they didn't seems to do things according to their ways.

Alright, maybe not all guys, but people around me are having this problems. Is breaking a girl's heart a new trend now? o.O

2009-02-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

Holy shit !
Can someone teach me how to use facebook?
Yeah. I am a noob in facebook. Lol.

Feeling rather moodly now. Pms? o.O

2009-02-24T00:35:00.006+08:00

I love my baby ^^

I may look retarded. But thats who I am. Hehehe.

Meet up with my dearest Qiurong at 5.30pm at Jurong Point.
Had dinner and went around hunting for jobs. Hahaha. && I seriously think that Tampanies and me very tou yuan. Went in to a shop and ask if there is job vacancy. And she say yes, but, she say I have to work in Tampanies. Cause there is a new shop there, Like wtf? So fucking far and expensive. :( But thinking that I have someone to accompany me for lunch, I am super aber happy. Hehehe. Cindy keong, it is you. I know you are happy too. *shy*

Then bus-ed to meet Cindy keong and Amanda. Lepak-ed and ate my ice-cream at J.S Mac.
Home at 9plus pm.

Meeting my baby tomorrow. I am super excited to see baby's face.
Right baby? Hehehe.
Off talking with my baby in msn.
Night. :D

2009-02-22T03:44:00.012+08:00

Inbox
698 messages deleted.
Sent messages
714 messages deleted.

Total: 1412 messages deleted.

After much consideration, I manage to have the courage to delete all the messages from/to you in my handphone. The memories, are still very hurtful whenever I think of it. It's gonna hurt when it heals too, but I know, it will get better in time. :)

Think; avoid; drag. Finally, I gave it a careful and clear thought.

Thinking that I deserve what had happen.

Now I realize that I really didn't know, if you didn't notice you mean everything.

Since there's no more you and me, it's time I let you go.

And live my life how it should be.

No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you; yes I will.

Understand that this is only part of the life.
I tell myself, without you, life still has to go on. No point lingering in the past.

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone.
From now on, I won't be blogging anything about you; yes I am trying my very best.

Maybe one day, when we see each other on streets, regardless if you are with your gf, alone or I am with my new bf, we will smile and not frown. :)
Or went up and smack each other to start scolding vulgur at each's face like we used to.
Or, prepare for the worst, walk pass each other like strangers.

Hahaha. Nevermind about it. Let nature take its course.

Heaven will knows what the future holds.
Wish you well in everything. :)

Ohh` I do miss your Mummy many many. :D

I am still shirley, the old happy shirley. :)
Hehehe. I'm so proud of myself.

New blog song, Suppose by Secondhand Serenade.

I'm so so so addicted to english songs nowadays. Hahaha.
Enjoy~

I am still waiting for 100 areoplanes.

2009-02-19T23:22:00.004+08:00

Attention!

Today's post will be a superzx long post. :) && I apologise for neglecting my blog. Hahaha. The bloggy bug is flying away from me. Lol.

Okay. As I promise, photos on 16 Feb. Bitch's birthday.

She've got small face. :(

Unglum? I like. Hehehe.

17 Feb 2009

Out with Yuenmei. Cab down to Dhoby ghuat mrt station to meet her. Accompany her to some interview at Dhoby Xchange. Then we walk-ed to Cineleisure to have Suki sushi. :D
Headed to CentrePoint aftermath. Yuenmei's friend, Mag joined us. Hohoho. I met new friend. Hehehe. Cab home aftermath. :D

18 feb 2009

Meet up with slut and cab down to Holland V to have lunch. && I had the genius drink that day. HAHAHA. Then mrt-ed down to Pasir Ris to accompany slut to her class bbq. Last minute being pull-ed by slut. Pity me. HAHAHA!
Lepak-ed at the bbq. Card games etc. Aftermath cab to clementi with slut, LS and some guy which I forget his name. Hahaha. Jason's birthday party aftermath. Went there to show our pretty faces and cabbed home. :D

My genius drink. Lol.

&& I have got 99 more areoplanes to go. Hehehe.
Inside joke. :D

Gotta go watch my taiwan dramas

Night people. :D

2009-02-17T01:51:00.008+08:00

16 Feb 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YURU! :)

Out with Yuru, my bitch, to celebrate her birthday.
Meet at 1.30pm, and I insisted to cab down Marina square. 16 dollars, cheaper then I expected. Hehehe. I am like so in love in taking cab nowadays. Maybe I should cab down to Cineleisure tomorrow to meet Yuen Mei?

K-boxed from 2pm to 7pm. Bitch insisted to sing till 7pm. Not me. Hehehe.
Then want to Hans to have our dinner. Cabbed down to Sim Lim Square to buy her psp. See? cab again. HAHAHA! Then met-ed back to Jurong Point to slack and home sweet home. :)
Hope you had a great day bitch!

Photobucket is a bitch today.
Photos tomorrow! I promise. Hehehe.
Anyway, enjoy my new blog song; Love Me Or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign.
Currently so in love with this song. Hahaha.
Night people. :)

2009-02-13T09:55:00.005+08:00

Eventually tears still flowed down.
Its weird how you go from being strangers, to being friends,
to being more then friends,
to being practically strangers again.
And it all happens too fast.

I rather we be strangers from the start.

原来你什么都不想要

我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后
是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的呵护
你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好
贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好
贪心也好
最怕你把沉默
当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要

Meeting QiuRong later. Promise my laopos that I will be going back to Hyss to see them. :)

&& I am seriously gonna hug them so-so-so tightly later.

Angeline, Channelle and Angel ! Wait for me~

Slut is going Malaysia today. Take care slut! :)

Ohh` I am so gonna learn how to save money. ):

Till then.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-02-12T10:36:00.003+08:00

他不爱我

他不爱我　牵手的时候太冷清　
拥抱的时候不够靠近　
他不爱我说话的时候不认真　
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我　
他的眼神　说出他的心　
我看透了他的心还有别人逗留的背影　
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心　演的全是他和她的电影　
他不爱我尽管如此　他还是赢走了我的心

Meeting slut later.
Will be back with a proper update. :)
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Think I should avoid Tampanies as much as I can.

2009-02-11T20:05:00.005+08:00

10/2/2008

Out with slut. Bought our bagpacks. Hahaha.
Ma chiam couples siol. Since secondary school, we are like having the same wallets, same bags.

Sheesha aftermath. Sheesha is getting boring! Something new for me please? Hehehe.
Yeah slut, we are behaving like kids for the whole day. People also have childhood one okay?

everything I do,

reminds me of you.

2009-02-09T21:45:00.004+08:00

When you're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I am trying very hard to get over you.

Are you?

2009-02-09T02:28:00.003+08:00

Everyone should have a friend who gets them,
one who insists on giving an opinion,
take it or leave it, like it or not.

This post is for my one and only bestie, Cindy Keong. :)
Thanks for being by my side all this while.
24/7 ready for me.
I promise, I will also be 24/7 ready for you. :)
&& I will try my very best to forget him.
The old STYL will be back soon.

I LOVE YOU SLUT. :D

*Yawn*

After a long cry, eyes are feeling very tired already.

Night people. :)

2009-02-08T21:06:00.006+08:00

I am starting to hate you.

But I am still searching for you.

I seriously need a runaway trip alone.

Canada? Maybe.

edited}/

After for so many days, I finally let my tears rolled out of my eyes.

It dosen't feel any better. fuck.

I dont know what the hell am I doing.

And I seriously dont know who the fuck you are that could actually bring my mood down.

Nabeh.

Make me a super loser.

2009-02-08T01:12:00.005+08:00

不是真的爱我

你和我就算了吗

别用沉默代替回答

陌生得让我害怕

心像被针扎了一下

总是不提那句话

我想你是故意装傻

不是不懂得表达

还在等什么说清楚吧

我想你不是真的爱我

习惯被忽略不算自由

相爱的人总是不懂

为什么真心伤得特别重

我想你不是真的爱我

当体贴渐渐受到冷落

其实爱有很多选择

我也可以给你自由

终于明白那句话

爱能让人一夜长大

不成熟的感情啊

让我变得小心害怕

我和你就算了吧

不想再为爱而挣扎

爱情若没有火花

至少了解后懂得放下

Out with slut today. Jobs hunting. And its successful ! hahaha.
West mall's Sakae Sushi want us. *shy*
But I feel like working at KBOX leh. Like more fun. lol.

K-box aftermath. Emo songs are the sex yo. [ for today only ] hahahaha.
Saw YongMing working at Kbox! He extend the hours for us. *shy*

Tsk tsk. Slut is always so vulgur.

Feel like cutting short my hair, will it be nice? hmm.

Which one better? Or should I cut back my bangs?

Just feel like doing something to my hair. HAHAHAHA.

Damn. Feel like shit-ing. Toilet !!!!!!!~

Byeeeee. :)

I keep telling myself not to mention anything about you,

but, I can't.

2009-02-07T01:46:00.008+08:00

Private blog updated.

I need a new phone badly now. Which one is nicer? Hahahaha.
Samsung F480 or SamsungOMNIA?

If I am buying Samsung F480, I am gonna get the pink one. Hehehe.
Superzxzxzxz chio man! Wheee.

If I am buying Samsung OMNIA, I am gonna take the white one luhhh. HAHAHA
Chio-ness! HAHAHAHA

*The bottom one. (:

Slut is also going to buy a new phone. Whee.

Lets buy together. HAHAHA. But slut like Samsung OMNIA more.

Out with slut tomorrow, jobs hunting.

Till then, byeeeeeee. :)

~~Today; you replied.~~

~~Everything's a lie. Fuck.~~

~~Can't you see? I am pretending that I dont really care.~~

2009-02-06T00:42:00.011+08:00

Unknowingly, the balloons in my hands are flying farer away from me
each and everyday.

一个人生活

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
(感觉如果要走谁能说 NO )
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

Sorry, my love. I give up.
You are too much for me to handle.
I didn't forget those memories,
just that I choose not to remember that.

I will walk away with those memories.
I kept them in a place where nobody have any access to it.
As for your sms/msn, do give me sometime.
I promise I will delete them, asap.

Goodbye, my love.

~~I still love you like i always do.~~

2009-02-05T00:45:00.002+08:00

Will you ever notice?
So stupid to even think about it.

Out with slut tomorrow.
Tampanies and Mustafa.
Sleeping soon.
Night. :)

2009-02-04T04:46:00.003+08:00

Its 4.46am now. And I am like still so awake. Zzz.
11 people online only.
So pathetic. :(

*Click to enlarge.

Private blog updated.